It’s not right that you get to run off and leave
It’s not fair that I have to mend my broken heart
It’s not right that i have to start loving all over
I really don’t know where to start
I have gotten so used to fixing my life around you
Am so used to letting you having your say
Am so used to your smile
Am so used to telling you how much i love you
Am so used to having you as my best friend
Am so used to confiding in you
It’s not right that you get to leave
You get to start afresh
While i close my heart to all others
It’s not right that you get to love again
I know i would eventually
But,
Where do I begin?
All my smiles are for you
All my laughs are for you
All my thoughts are towards you
They are towards how to make you happy
Towards how to be a better person for you
Towards how to keep you from the claws of other girls
Towards how to make you happy
Towards planning our next day
It’s not right
You lead me on
Expecting me not to fall
But,
I can’t stop myself from falling
I can’t stop myself from loving you
And,
Believe me
I have tried
I can’t imagine myself with another
It’s not fair
But i will get over it
I will learn it open myself to another
Even if it kills me
I wouldn’t let you spoil me for another
I wouldn’t let you spoil my chance of happiness
Written by: Adebanke Falade.